A Single Petal Dancing

Getting really tired of not feeling appreciated and having a fucking brat mouth off to me. I feel like nothing I do matters and nothing I say matters.

Going to work……but already look forward to falling back into my bed sometime after 5.


Festival of Ages (Jidai Matsuri): geiko Manaha hidden under enormous sun hat by Miseon Park on Flickr


Festival of Ages (Jidai Matsuri): geiko Manaha hidden under enormous sun hat by Miseon Park on Flickr





Iconic Disney characters gender bended.

Ariel, Cruella, Maleficent, Pocahantas, Elsa, Ursula, Aurora, and Snow White as guys. Hades and Jack Frost as girls. 


Hot Damn

how does one


I’m pretty tired. I had to stay up to wash my uniform shirt and it took longer than it needed to because Dakota had just left his clothes in the wash. I’m not just going to set wet clothes out to dry in a ball and smell bad so I had to wait until they were dry to dry my shirt which already takes forever to dry. Dakota is sick and woke me up and I wasn’t able to go back to sleep until right before my alarm went off. I am getting ready for work now, but I won’t be home until close to 9pm tonight because I have errands to run after work and then class and my eyes already sting and burn x_x

I had this traded in at work today. An old Russian animated version of “The Snow Queen” from I think 1957 when I looked it up. I picked it up for $2.99 and while the quality of the DVD transfer isn’t that great, you can still see how beautifully animated it is. (Honestly, this youtube video has better quality than the DVD). Also the DVD is only in English - the original Russian audio track was not included.



Meet The Generation Of Incredible Native American Women Fighting To Preserve Their Culture by Danielle Seewalker for Marie Claire UK

Native Americans represent just one per cent of the US population and some languages have only one speaker left. Now a new generation is fighting to preserve the culture.

Meet the women leading that fight: http://www.marieclaire.co.uk/blogs/547176/meet-the-generation-of-incredible-native-american-women-fighting-to-preserve-their-culture.html#y5UioxWL1hQHhom1.01

Just amazing.

This is important to me as I know next to nothing of my Native American culture and ancestors.



Villains Unleashed Portraits 




Woke and got up to get something to drink. My fridge decided it didn’t want to be a fridge anymore and switch to a fridge shaped jackhammer….. I unplugged it. Thankfully we have a second fridge to put our food in until we can figure out why the fridge wants to be a jackhammer…. =_= I’m going back to sleep….

DON’T DO IT. McDonalds doesn’t have a super-size here.
Me and McDonald’s had a falling out when my gallbladder came out so it’s okay.
If you can get in, go for it!
I really want to do it! But it’s the whole money thing that is more of an issue than anything else.
Good luck


Shit…I want to go so bad!

(It’s going to be during Momocon 2015 but the courses pertain to what I’m going to for college - teaching and education in Japan.)


Set 1: About 1950’s, Japan.  Photography by Kiichi Asano (1914 - 1990)

I’m about ready to scream and break shit. I’m so frustrated with my mother and this whole guardianship bullshit. My mom is convinced that the school has not fucking clue and are completely wrong about us having to go to probate court for Guardianship. I’m scared that now that they know she isn’t around and that Dakota is with me that they will have him taken away if we don’t go through probate. (In January the school told us that it was illegal that Dakota resided with me if I didn’t have guardianship).

I’m sure the SS check she gets for Dakota is one of the reasons, if not the main reason, for her to act this way. Dakota has lived with me 90-95% of the time since my dad passed.

Not getting guardianship legally though probate will fuck up us getting food stamps.

I’m so frustrated.

In humanities we are currently covering post 911 America. When I saw it on the syllabus before classes began I thought it was strange to be covering it as a topic. It wasn’t until they surveyed the class that I understood why. In a class of nearly 40 people, only 4 (myself included), were not only old enough to remember 911 happening, but at the time were old enough to understand the gravity of the situation.

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